Back...Busy...

Its been sometime since I written things in this blog of mine, all right just a boring introduction yup. Mid year exams are around the corner feeling intense and sometime lost, stuck in the middle of some stuff and don't know what to do. Nothing particular happen these few weeks or days, actually I don't really care much about stuff that happened around me unless it is important, concern me or special things that really can catch my attention(whatever). Just being busy with my work in school and in my composing(poems), love to write poems when I'm free or anything that struck my mind. Maybe this is one of the way which can help me de-stress, write about life, love, reality and blah blah blah... Ok now I'm going to share one my latest poem with anyone who is reading this post its called ''Deep down my heart...'' Wrote this when I'm listening to some sad love songs yup..gotten some ideas so I chose to write it down, here it goes

Deep down my heart
You were the only one
Deep down my mind
I just can't let go
With all the past caving me in
Moving on just seem an impossible way

Hiding my true self
Telling myself I can
Hiding my longing destiny
Asking where I am
Living a lie & being a fool
Endless sorrow is what I gain

Looking help all along
No one is there to hear
Looking back all along
Finding the memories you've left
No extra words is being said
What left is only bits & pieces

What gone is gone
Wanting more will only hurt
What past is past
Let it fly and flow away
Returning to where it truely belong
Bring back my direction in life
I shall be bless, my dear angel...