Thinking...Hoping...

Just don't know why I don't wanted to get out from my bed this morning maybe I'm too tired. Thinking of what to do this morning but I just can't think of anything(forget it). Recently, I just chat with a guy in the chatroom. He asked me what kind of guys do I like? My answer was a decent guy, mature, don't smoke, support me and be there for me when I most needed him, the looks I don't really care most importantly is the feelings between us yup(That is what I think). He was surprised as he said that nowadays girls don't like this type of guys they prefer hot guys. So he said my thinking was some kind of old, yah maybe its true (whatever =p). But I just feel like I wanted someone who is there for me, love and care for me and not there for show(like oh this is my BF handsome right, something like that). I don't care how the others look at him as long as to me he's the right guy I wanted, that enough and he must be finacially stable. Nowadays people tend to start their relationship in an early age I didn't say its wrong to do that but to me I prefer to have a relationship when I'm older. As I believe in fate(when it'll comes, it'll comes), I won't want to rush it don't feel like it. I hope to gain more experiences in life before talking about my love life(maybe I'm old fachion haha or some of you might think that I'm afraid of being hurt, who knows, search me). Never know I've write that much haha(to me la) guess I'll stop here, will write again next time. God Bless...