Fun at ORCARD hahahaha....

27/11/09
Last night was a fun and hilarious night, met tong at town for shopping and stuff (although some commotion happened before we met, it was all settled =) Shopped around Far east for colthes and perfume, suddenly gotten a call from YX saying she will be coming to join us thus waited her arrival for 15 mins yup... During the process of shopping, we have gotten one perfume each, Tong-Ralph Lauren Romance (her all times favourite perfume), YX-Davidoff Cool water, as for me I've gotten Burberry Brit Sheer we were all contented customers hahahaha... On top of that, we have gotten 3 samples perfume (Ralph Lauren Romance, Fcuk-her and i forgot wat did YX gotten haha oohs) FOC all thanks to the boss of that store, she was nice and very obervant as she remembered every words we have said like what types of perfume we currently using (what a surprising factor)...

After that, we walked all the way to ION for dinner at GINZA something (i've forgotten again)... We were cam whoring non-stop before and after our orders arrived, the whole process was damn funny... Joked around so much which nearly cause indigestion in me -_-''... Dinner done, next stop will be YAMI yoghurt it was like a everyday routine for us to get that after dinner but not for me last night as i can't swallow anything more into my stomach already... Joked, laughed and cam whoring all the way from orchard to somerset... Me and Tong ''fighted'' from orchard to somerset too and YX didn't even tried to stop us -_-''... My warist went all red due to those ''fighting'', all credit to Tong =P... It was such an exhausted night yet it was fun and enjoyable too hehehe, more will be coming after the term test hehehe... Study time is ON!!!

I'm feeling it...

Its been a very long since I last composed any poem, not in the mood of writing any now as i'm busy with major project which really draining me out at times... School is going to reopen and i gonna say goodbye to my holidays, sick of this... About 6 more months or so, i'm gonna graduate from TP... After that, either I will enter the work force or or pursusing a higher degree or qualification... I don't fancy the idea of leaving school cause i'm not prepared to face the reality... Everyone has to grow up, its just a matter of time before we say goodbye to the school life... Sick and tired of thinking of that...

Been reading the past poems i've composed a long time ago and i found one which i really want to share with everyone... I'm totally feeling it...

From friends to lovers
From lovers to strangers
Our hearts is falling apart
My heart is tearing me apart
Every word you've said is a lie
Every touch you've make is burning
I've let you enter my life
I've let you exit my life
I must admit that we're through
But meeting you is such a beautiful disaster...

Retail therapy is the BEST...

One month or so has passed since the day I ended my attachment at KKH... Although holidays are here, going to school everyday is still inevitable... I'm exhausted, I really need a REAL holiday which I can fully recharge myself and rest well... I don't think that is gotten happen cause MP is in the way... I have to finish as much as possible before the school reopens so that I can lessen the burden and focus more on my studies... Hopefully I can do a really good job and get good grades (pray to every god in the world... =P)...

Went shopping with friends to release stress and it was working as my stress has gone hahaha... Bought a new wallet and watch from FOSSIL and I'm loving it hehehe... Finally I got my leather watch after all the looking high and low for the best one and I'm content with what I've got... All right I think I will stop here for now, next week will be a busy week as my group need to try our best finish more things before we meet our KKH supervisor... Nitez and god bless people...

Missing the days....

On the 24th of july, which was my last day of attachment in KKH, although I've been yelling and screaming to get out of there as soon as possible... Just don't know why, suddenly I felt that I will be missing the people and things there... It was an unknowing feeling, it was so sudden... I'm missing it now, every bits and pieces of it... Appreciate the things they have prepared for us on the last day, like lunch treat from my supervisor siew choo at bakerzin and perlini's sliver gift from the dieteties dept... Thank you guys so much...

Congrats to siew choo for giving birth to a healthy baby boy on the 24th of july hahahaah, it was such a conicidence... The baby boy name is Kenneth Sim, he is cute hahahaahaha... Thanks siew choo for the blessing you have given me after SIP, thank you... And shiling too, thanks for your blessing hahahaa... I think I will be returning to the dept soon as I've gotten the KKH project as my MP hahahah, will be seeing you guys real soon hehehehe...

(P.S.: Don't build up your frustration again ok, just let it out you will feel better this way... Don't ever stress yourself again and Don't let your imagination run wild again... Don't think too much again dear, it hurts to see you this way... Stay happy always dear....)

Thinking through.....

Love is a thing that I never had, i mean in terms of boy girl relationship.... I had it before but it was all short and quite an unpleasant experience which gave me doubts about men.... After all this years, I have came up with a conclusion which is never rush into a relationship if you are unsure about it....

I'm feeling unsure right now as every bits and pieces of you are still in my mind.... Somehow I just think of you unknowingly, I just don't know why am I so slow in finding out that 'feeling'....
Should I be persistence? That is the question which I've been asking myself.... Or should I just leave everything to god and fate.... I really have no idea, i'm lost.... How should I react if i ever see you again, will there ever be a chance which I can see you again? Or Maybe I should just leave all the memories behind and move on.... It just doubt me so....

Enjoyment, Laughter and Fun....

Celebrated Becky's birthday on the 5th of may (actual date is on the 6th), it was full of laughter and fun hahaha as I have planned some surprises which had shocked her like hell hahaha... Went to food republic to have our dinner before heading down to indochine the sanctuary (my favourite bar hehe)... Rin Rin ordered some kind of satay been hoon which tasted like laksa hahaha and I don't think it was nice =x... After a satisfactory dinner, is the time for our main programme of the day which was the surprise we had for her at INDOCHINE hahaha... Before getting started with the 'programme of the night', Tong and I went off secretly to get the birthday cake and I also managed to talk to the manager at indochine about the plan for the night hehehee (becky doesn't know what's in store for her hahaha....).... The manager was really nice and she was willing to cooporate with me (thank you so much)....

Once the band was up, they started to sing some songs before reading our request... It was so funny when he read 'Rebecca' and our dear birthday girl can still look around for that someone who has the same name as her (not knowing that someone was actually herself).... -_-'' They managed to drag her on stage and made her to sing a birthday song for herself before singing her a birthday song hahaha... The process was so damn hilarious, oh my god I can't stop laughing hahaha... It was a memorable birthday celebration for her, I don't think she can forget about it after being dragged on stage and all that stuff hahaha....(not forgetting that it was all happened during the 'peak' hour hahahaah).....

Back to my usual stuff...

Its been a long time since the last poem I've posted in this blog of mine... Don't really have the time to sit down and write due to work and projects which have occupied the entire of my life... I'm feeling exhausted as the days went by, sick of working... Gotten the idea of composing this poem from a friend of mine and here goes....

Wondeing, thinking
I always do

Are you the one
doubt me so

Feelings for you
I always have

Words of temptation
Drown me so

Key to your heart
I never had

Road to love
Blinds me so

Held by hesitation
Consumed by confusion

Should I play
This game of love....?