Tired...just don't know why...

Its been quite some time since I've write a new post..Was busy with coursework and some personal stuff..Life is really full of contridiction, actually its quite true as I've moments when I was stuck between whether to go for it or not(just some personal stuff)..Getting tired of people who always fooling others around making them to believe what they're really not..Tired of those who always don't speak their mind or just can't decide what they really want..I know its hard to be very sure about what you want in life and which you want to choose but you can try to think up of sometihing, something that you wanted most in life.. I think its quite hard to move on if you're too indecisive in life..Maybe different people have different expects in life and its quite hard to guess or predict what will happen next..Good or bad stuff can happen who knows, its unpredictable..Some will try to tell you to look on the bright side but how many people will do that if they've encounter somethings that is hard to solve..As some will said its easy to use your mouth to say but its hard to do it(or take action)...Recently hmm I think was a few weeks ago I wrote a poem(I think it is a poem don't know about you)..Here it goes''From friends to lovers, From lovers to strangers, Our hearts is falling apart, My heart is tearing me apart, Every word you've said is a lie, Every touch you've make is burning, I've let you enter my life, I've let you exit my life, I must admit that we're through, But meeting you is such a beautiful disaster...''

Don't know why I've wrote this just can't find a reason to explain it maybe I wrote this because of a song I've heard or somethings that I've read, Seacrh me..Don't ask me why cause I can't give you a extact answer...I think I'll end here will update it soon..God Bless..