Growing up and get older....

Time has passed, I'm growing older and will be stepping into the big '2'... Its something new to me which also means a new life a new begining of everything... With the big '2' coming near it is time for me to grow up and learn to be more mature in handling things, anything that comes in my way...

His face has appeared in my mind again, I've already forgotten how many times this has happened... I really don't know why am I feeling this way, been feeling something that I never felt before... When knowing that he is with another girl now, my heart just hurts unknowingly... Something is aching within me, I really don't know why I'm feeling that, there is no reason I should been feeling this way... I need to forget and let it go, all the feelings I once had for you should be history by now... Let it go, let it all go, just let it go... You are so near yet I'm feeling you're so far away emotionally... I'm over it...

Days go by

I've been here

Wishfully thinking

It was all a lie

Never knowing

I've been hurt badly

Where are you

Where is the hand

Which hold me close

I've lost it

I've been defeated

Time is the only remedy

Which will get me back up again...