Thinking through.....

Love is a thing that I never had, i mean in terms of boy girl relationship.... I had it before but it was all short and quite an unpleasant experience which gave me doubts about men.... After all this years, I have came up with a conclusion which is never rush into a relationship if you are unsure about it....

I'm feeling unsure right now as every bits and pieces of you are still in my mind.... Somehow I just think of you unknowingly, I just don't know why am I so slow in finding out that 'feeling'....
Should I be persistence? That is the question which I've been asking myself.... Or should I just leave everything to god and fate.... I really have no idea, i'm lost.... How should I react if i ever see you again, will there ever be a chance which I can see you again? Or Maybe I should just leave all the memories behind and move on.... It just doubt me so....