Looking back....

Flipping through the pictures of you makes me think of you for no reason, its been 4 years I think... Yes 4 long years has passed since the last time I heard from you, the memories just rushing back to me out of no where... What makes it so significant? Yes cause you sent me a msg on my birthday 4 years back and that is the last time I ever heard from you... Remember how you used to irritate me when we were in secondary school, it was full of laughter and joy then... Your hair was always neat and tidy but I kept saying it was a total mess, ya all the memories are coming back to me... Are you well over there, how's life and when will you be coming back to Singapore... Really want to hear from you once again just like old times, just once I'll be glad...

Sometimes I just felt that I let love slip away from me time to time and unknowingly, I do feel regretful at times... If I got the courage to say yes, maybe we will be one now... Just don't know what held me back at that moment, I really don't know and I'm sorry to make such a decision which hurts so deep... How I wish you were here once again and I can bring back the old times we used to have... I know its impossible and its just a wishful dreams that I am having now, but I am all right and will not let this brings me down... I'll just let God to decide for me and show me the road to happiness that I long for... God bless....