New poem..erm more like a story..

Have been writing a lot lately yup...its a new poem but it more like a story to me, the title is ''Derailed'' got the idea after watching a movie yup..Its a nice show must watch haha..In this poem I think I decrided what is the movie about and bah blah blah but there are some parts I didn't wrote because it will be damn long. I just briefly wrote what had happened and how it end, actually this girl (Lucinda) I'm decriding is with a guy who gang up with her to cheat this poor guy money whose name is Charles..This whole going to hotel thingy is a set up Lucinda is just a beauty that is too good to be true, by the way I didn't write that part they went to hotel haha..When Charles found out Lucinda had cheated him he got very angry as she had cheated him $120,000 that money is for his daughter medical fees. Moreover he think Lucinda is one of the victim too but actually she's not, he wanted his money back so he went back to the same hotel to find her and her boyfriend..It quite amazing that the hotel actually have some connections with these two robbers, after the whole commotion between them all the bad guys were shot dead by Charles even Lucinda(he shot her by accident)..He is lucky that he escape from the police such a lukcy guy..All rite the poem goes like this...

It's half past eight
It's gonna be late
Stuck at the station
Waiting for next

Got up the train
Start to think
Where is my ticket
Oh that's great

Cash were dried up
Captain was there
Ask for pay up
You were scared

One kind soul
Start to say
''I will help''
Don't be scared

You were shocked
You were thankful
No words out
Mind was blank

Wonder who she is
Wonder why she helped
She is a beauty
So what's now

Moved next to her
Asked her why
And there she replied
''Just lend a helping hand''

Wanna meet her again
Wanna pay her back
There she said ''yes''
You were overwhelmed

The day they met
They started to lie
Lie to their hearts
Lie to their loved ones

How naive he was
Thinking she loves him
Not knowing it's a set up
And he just another prey

She cheated his heart
She cheated his money
Feeling bad inside
As he believe her

Knowing about his daughter
Knowing about his conditions
She felt guilty
She wants a change

It's all too late
When he found out
Anger blinds him
Revenge got him

She died with guilt
She died with regret
Knowing she still love him
But reality is cruel
She knows it....

Back...Busy...

Its been sometime since I written things in this blog of mine, all right just a boring introduction yup. Mid year exams are around the corner feeling intense and sometime lost, stuck in the middle of some stuff and don't know what to do. Nothing particular happen these few weeks or days, actually I don't really care much about stuff that happened around me unless it is important, concern me or special things that really can catch my attention(whatever). Just being busy with my work in school and in my composing(poems), love to write poems when I'm free or anything that struck my mind. Maybe this is one of the way which can help me de-stress, write about life, love, reality and blah blah blah... Ok now I'm going to share one my latest poem with anyone who is reading this post its called ''Deep down my heart...'' Wrote this when I'm listening to some sad love songs yup..gotten some ideas so I chose to write it down, here it goes

Deep down my heart
You were the only one
Deep down my mind
I just can't let go
With all the past caving me in
Moving on just seem an impossible way

Hiding my true self
Telling myself I can
Hiding my longing destiny
Asking where I am
Living a lie & being a fool
Endless sorrow is what I gain

Looking help all along
No one is there to hear
Looking back all along
Finding the memories you've left
No extra words is being said
What left is only bits & pieces

What gone is gone
Wanting more will only hurt
What past is past
Let it fly and flow away
Returning to where it truely belong
Bring back my direction in life
I shall be bless, my dear angel...